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I'm too lazy to make thumbnails, so pardon the space this is taking up. It's me, with my new haircut! I made my mom help me, because self timers are a pain, especially when there's nothing to perch them on outdoors where the light is best. The horrible red tinted picture was taken in my backyard, which is all dirt right now because we're going to pave over it.
I like the third one best. And aside from my horrible personality (which people can't see right away) can you see anything about me that would prevent me from having a boyfriend? I can't. It baffles me to no end. I mean, I think there are more girls attracted to me than guys!
It's discouraging. I feel like such a teenager. I also feel hungry. I wonder if mom is making dinner...
I like the third one best. And aside from my horrible personality (which people can't see right away) can you see anything about me that would prevent me from having a boyfriend? I can't. It baffles me to no end. I mean, I think there are more girls attracted to me than guys!
It's discouraging. I feel like such a teenager. I also feel hungry. I wonder if mom is making dinner...
posted by Vienna at 6:12 PM
7 Comments:
Your pics are beautiful! I love your new hair cut. I was just talking to my one of my students the other day about this boyfriend thing... ENJOY YOUR FRIENDS! Soon enough, you will be old (like me - ha!) and have a family of your own and tons of other responsibilities and you will be wishing you had more time for your friends and fun. Boyfriends just tie you down when you are in high school :) Believe me... looking back to my high school days, the happiest days I had were those WITHOUT a boyfriend (though I so could not see that then). Get your education first and have fun with your friends now :) Geeeeeezzz... do I sound like a Mom or what? WHEN did I get so old? But seriously, enjoy YOUR time now! You are beautiful and from what I have seen, beatiful inside also!
Thanks for the advice, and I am so sorry I keep making you feel old. Wow, I'm really terrible about that, huh? I'll follow your advice and not try so hard. Besides, the advice my friends are giving me sucks. Thay all say, "Wear clothes from a 'group' Like rocker, or gothic, or hip hop' and wear more makeup, yada yada," and your advice sounds easier. ^_^
Oh sweetie, you are not making me feel old... I am just going through this funk where I am realizing just how old I am and it is a bit of a shock when I sit down and really SEE it... I won't bore you with the details ;) I love your blog and you really seem to be a very nice person with a GREAT personality! Don't put yourself down and most importantly, be yourself!
Hear, hear to everything Donna said! You don't need no stinkin' boyfriend! You would neglect your art and talk on the phone too much and I would get jealous and miss you!
So there.
Love,
Mom
And may I just say that I love you very much and you ARE special and unique? Because you really are, Carmen, I've always known it and so have all your teachers. Somday the right boy (the one who sees how really fabulous you are) will come along. And then you can have a boyfriend.
*kiss*
Just had to comment on your pics! You are beautiful! You have gorgeous eyes and and expressive mouth. Ughh. I can totally feel your pain though. I too concidered myself "akward" and didn't really feel like I fit in anywhere. I didn't have a boyfriend really until I met my hubby in senior year! (oh i guess that isn't sounding hopefull is it?) my point is, it all worked out perfectly and I'm sooo happy now! I think the advice your mom and donna gave you is great advice. It's hard to imagine adults having any clue about these things (oh my gosh I can't even believe I'm saying this, it sounds so...grown up...mom-ish..or somthing) I swear in my head I'm still in highschool and going through all that junk. Looking back now, I'm glad I stayed true to who I was and didn't try to fit into a "group" Sounds to me that you are a mature and smart and a non-conformer and trust us... you'll be happy if you stay true to yourself. Don't try to change just to nab a guy. Someone will coem along and like you for who you are and then you can be yourself and not have to keep playing whatever roll you chose for yourself. KWIM?
So that's enough pep-talk from a complete stranger huh? LOL
Peace...
That's encouraging. But seriously, I'm sure evrything will work out someday and I have total faith in adults. If someone is happy, it's best to follow their advice, right? Thanks for the pep talk, the people I trust most in life are my family, my best friends, and total strangers. Acquintences and casual friends are always higher on my suspicions list.
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